Its driving me crazy,
Going out of my head,
There were things i said, i should have acted upon.
Things i should have been more decisive about.
Something mattered, I held back...
Now its me that gets the throwback.
Going Out Of My Mind..
Too Late...

This is a re make of a recent journal. For numerous reasons the old one got deleted. hope all is well...

Why are some people so harsh? why is it that when you are actually nice to them, they are arrogant and think they're a stronger person than you just for being a bastard? I really do not think so my friend. People like that really should nibble on my tits a bit more and see that they are the inferior ones.. They are the inferior ones because they actually have a mental capacity of a fish. This is becasue they cannot see when they've struck gold, or see when they actually have a friend in someone and abuse the friendship to a useless pulp. Just my view on a few people ..

Commencing 16 Jan 2006:

Had a visit form the police the other day, although i'd rather not talk about that.
My brother has to go and have heart surgery, this coming thursday thats the 19th just to let you know. Its a very close friends birthday on wednesday the 18th, but i'm not going to be seeing them because it seems as though i am actually the last thing on their mind. Ran into my Ex on saturday, same old bullshit same old crap. To Top it off, I wish i was dead....... Oh. did i forget top mention that?

Ok lets put it simple, things change, yes?
Major changes have been made in my life over the past few weeks
Which is mainly why i haven't been on here recently.
This year, me and "Tinkerbell" have mutually decided.....
WE ARE GOING to make this year one of the best yet. Make it more fun and definately better than the shit year we both had last.

The list so far:

Dublin,
Scotland,
Road Trip,
Hand gliding,
Go Karting,
Paintballing,
Liverpool; Nightlife
Parachuting,
Scuba Diving,

and so far thats just the beginning

watch this space

I'm Your angel,
I sit on your shoulder,
Like your guardian..
I stand beside you,
An invisble silhouette,
No features,
Just a presence,
A subtle existance.
Your protector,
Your pillar,
Your strength.
Behind you 100%
Just there,
For you.